Why do we all put ourselves through the torture, and eventual disappointment. Every year we create a list of things that we want to do different- lose weight, stop smoking, any number of things. But honestly, if these were things we were truly serious about doing- we wouldn’t wait until January 1 to put them … Continue reading New Year’s Resolutions…I think NOT!!
After the drive down here- sitting here at a park bench on Seawall…. if you drown out the cars behind you and focus your mind to what’s in front of you- it is the sound of peace calling. It is after dark, so people are sparsely scattered around, which makes this that much more enjoyable. … Continue reading What’s Next??
As I awoke yesterday, the little girl inside me starting singing…”It’s my birthday”. But, very quickly the grown up me said ‘It’s just another day.” I’m just curious, who says we have to ever lose that excitement we felt as children? It has begun to sink into me that honestly, birthdays should definitely be … Continue reading Remember That Inner C hild?
As this weekend begins, it stirs the deepest of emotions in my soul. Many will say I’m just an emotional fool & that I should just deal with it and move on. To that, I now say… until you have experienced what I’ve been through these last few months, you have no place to judge … Continue reading The Heart Never Mends
Learning to step outside my comfort zone is proving to be one of the most difficult things I’ve ever done. But then, that’s the point really, isn’t it? In order to open new doors, you must close others. There are so many cliché phrases that could be said here, but they all represent the … Continue reading I Think I can…I Think I Can… 🙂
No makeup…wild, unruly hair… this is the brutally honest version of ME. This is the me that the world now sees daily, yet it is the me that I have come to hate. I see all her flaws and failures., her weakness and her cowardice. I fuel her shame for thinking that by exposing who … Continue reading Exposing Myself…
During these times of such chaos and uncertainty in the world, it would be so nice to find the one constant that could provide strength and hope and encouragement. But for some reason, that’s been very elusive for me. not even writing brings the same joy and fulfillment that it used to. The words get … Continue reading Dazed & Confused
The tears sting my eyes…yet they will not fall. I can’t let them. If that dam ever breaks, I fear I will never recover from the flood.
The thoughts going through her head would be enough to terrify anyone! Every time she attempted to close her eyes, all she heard were the voice from her life telling her what a failure she was, and how she wasn’t good enough for anything. Despite any hurdles she had overcome throughout her life, some things … Continue reading Such a letdown…
Life as we once knew it is forever changed. The COVID-19 pandemic that has swept brutally across our country has left so much in shambles. The majority were sequestered to a life of lockdown, and still may be. I truly thought that by working at an auto dealership of all things, we would fall victim … Continue reading What Will ‘NORMAL’ Look Like?