Where to start…

I have tried so many different times this year to kick start myself to start writing again. I just haven't been able to get my head right. What do you do when you have lost your sense of faith?! This past year has been the breaking point for me, and I am trying to figure … Continue reading Where to start…

A year for reflecting…

Day 1-As I wake up from a late night of ringing in the new year- it’s honestly with a heavy heart! I went through the motions of celebrating with a few friends- but my heart truly wasn’t in it. It took a bit for me to realize it last night- but where I was, wasn’t … Continue reading A year for reflecting…

Her Lost Soul…

She wasn't sure what was going on with her lately, but nothing felt right anymore. It was a mix of hopeless, helpless, worthless, and just purely lost. We've always heard the reference that we need to take a little time to do some 'soul searching'...but have you ever really put much stock in it?! She … Continue reading Her Lost Soul…

Such a letdown…

The thoughts going through her head would be enough to terrify anyone! Every time she attempted to close her eyes, all she heard were the voice from her life telling her what a failure she was, and how she wasn’t good enough for anything.  Despite any hurdles she had overcome throughout her life, some things … Continue reading Such a letdown…

Will It Ever End??

There is a hollowness in my soul that simply can not be filled. What even caused it to form?  I guess, honestly...it would be a combination of so many things, spanning an entire lifetime now. From pain and anger, bitterness and resentment...to loss and death, manipulation and rejection. It all plays a part, chiseling away … Continue reading Will It Ever End??

Chipping Away At The Masks…

  She did....her way...always written from the third person perspective.  Does that make the truth any less painful to swallow? Honestly, no...not really.  In a sense, that makes it seem as though I would be living, or telling, a lie.  The thoughts, the feelings, even the demons...are mine to bear. Sure, some similarities may exist … Continue reading Chipping Away At The Masks…