Going off the deep end…

Who am I kidding? I thought I had the strength and courage to step out in front of the world as a life coach, but I seem to have become paralyzed. I don’t see how I can possibly make a difference. I can’t get past my own fears and insecurities…how can I possibly help others... Continue Reading →

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Here comes history, yet again…

History has a way of repeating itself, until we learn what we need to learn. In the midst of daily life, and trying to be all for everyone else, I have managed to lose myself again. I had begun to find my voice, to stand up for myself, to be my own independent person….but, I... Continue Reading →

Struggling more every day…

I should have known that everything has been losing too smoothly lately. The battle with depression and anxiety just had to rear its ugly head. For some reason the meds just aren't keeping up. I know I have taken on a lot the last few months, most of which revolves around taking care of others.... Continue Reading →

Melting down….

The worst feeling in the world is when you know the breakdown is coming…. And there’s not a damn thing you can do to stop it! Not looking for sympathy, not looking for rationality…. Hell, not looking for anyone to care…just needed to vent it. It’s time for another one of those vicious storms that... Continue Reading →

Finding a safe zone…

As I sat down in the chair to write, a ton of emotions poured into my mind. But, before I get to deal with any of them…someone always comes in and disrupts my silence. There has been a plethora of thoughts that have stirred up in the past few weeks as I am trying to... Continue Reading →

Teardrops from my soul

  Which way do I go? Which way is right? Why must I dwell here? Being here just isn't right.   A soul can hold itself together for only so long.  It tries and tries to adhere to new ways, to disguise just how it really feels. False facades are endless, no one ever cares... Continue Reading →

Shades of gray…

Life involving depression is no bed of roses! The world around you wants to judge you, and make light of what you are experiencing. When you finally acknowledge that you need help...people act as though you are just wanting attention. That actually couldn't be further from the truth. Next thing you know, you are having... Continue Reading →

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